Whiskey dreams.

I've been getting high,

To keep these feelings down.

My head in the sky,

My knees on the ground.

In the arms of a stranger,

I've found myself alone.

Far from her eyes so tender,

Forgotten and gone.

Now I'm so tired,

That I think I'm dying.

I'm so worn out,

Because I keep on trying.

I hope this weariness,

Gets the better of me.

The eternal sleep takes over,

And I can lay restfully.

When I was younger,

I was afraid.

Of falling in love,

And being unmade.

But now I'm older,

And I see what happens.

When chances are taken,

And your heart is open.

Now I'm so tired,

When my heart has been broken.

A stranger devil,

Has been awoken.

I hope this demon,

Gets the better of me.

I close my eyes,

And die peacefully.

The days grow darker,

And the nights they scream.

Through a smoke-filled mirror,

And my last whiskey dream.

In the midst of this sickness,

I will now be awake.

Time to fight the weakness,

There's new chances to take.

Now I'm so tired,

I grow weary of crying.

I'm taking the chances,

Or I'll die trying.

I won't let a broken heart,

Get the better of me.

I'll shed my old skin,

And find who I can be.

Discoveries.

I knew we'd lost it,
For a long time.

Maybe that's why,
I feel fine.

I'm sure there's nothing wrong,
With me.

I feel as happy,
As I could be.

I found my life,
But lost my love.
I don't care what I've become.
I found my life,
But lost my love.
I feel it's only just begun.

There's no emotions,
Where I come from.

Just illusions,
And a sad song.

I think they have a name,
For this feeling.

But I forget,
Because it's fleeting.

I found my life,
But lost my love.
I don't care what I've become.
I found my life,
But lost my love.
I feel it's only just begun.

Ashes high.

I left your lightless home,
In the dark of the night.

Holding on to a silhouette,
Wondering what is right.

A voice grew from my heart,
Painfully clear.

Tells me there's no need to cry,
This is no time for fear.

We were going to ride into the sunset,
But now the world's gone dark.
We were aiming for happily ever after,
Seems like we missed the mark.
Now what is left of us,
Will turn to dust,
And I'll love again, from the start.

Time was on our side,
That's what we were told.

I believed every lie,
In the promises of old.

Now the time has passed us by,
There's silence here.

In this darker shade of night,
I find a lack of fear.

We were going to ride into the sunset,
But now the world's gone dark.
We were aiming for happily ever after,
Seems like we missed the mark.
Now what is left of us,
Will turn to dust,
And I'll love again, from the start.

Don't look around,
For a fake shade of blue sky.

Don't hold your breath,
The breeze won't bring me by.

Just hold back you tears,
Now it's my turn to cry.

What is left of us,
Will turn to dust,
Starting with my heart.
What is left of us,
Will turn to dust,
And I'll live again, from the start.