Monday, January 26, 2009

Anymore.

Saw you speaking,
Out from behind.

A better way to confess,
As I hit rewind.

I look into the ashes,
We left behind.

And Im holding to the memory,
Before I go blind.

And its good,
Im not.
In love.
With you.
And its good.
That Im not.
Insane.
Anymore.

Now Im searching for the answer,
In the lost time.

As Im keeping down the questions,
Fearing whats inside.

I keep hoping that it just gets better,
And I see its getting worse.

I keep holding, longer and stronger,
As Im losing my mind.

And its good,
Im not.
In love.
With you.
And its good.
That Im not.
Insane.
Anymore.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

I am a God.

Born to life,
Surrounded by death.

Brought to a world,
Drowning deep in regret.

Cast in a game,
Where no one can win.

Brought up with pain,
And the peace within.

I am not this mortal soul,
I am but higher.
I don't sway on borrowed winds,
I am the wind itself.
I am more than heavens rod,
I am a God.

Made to regret,
The choice of my life.

And I stand to forget,
My conscience, my pride.

I will stand upon the land,
That you laid to waste.

I will rise more than a man,
And bring it up again.

I am not this mortal soul,
I am but higher.
I don't sway on borrowed winds,
I am the wind itself.
I am more than heavens rod,
I am a God.

I am the one hope of life,
One chance to save.
One hope to give.
And change these regrets.

I am not this mortal soul,
I am but higher.
I don't sway on borrowed winds,
I am the wind itself.
I am more than heavens rod,
I am a God.




P.S.> This song goes out to a saviour. Someone who helps and rises up from a downfall of civilization. May it be anyone. For many right now, its Obama. Though he's not a god, and this reference can be taken wrongly, the song sort of fits.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Mortality.

There are the angels,
And mortals and demons inside.

The sleepless, the chosen,
And the friends in high times.

We are but leaving,
As the west winds go by.

The end is forever,
Close by.

Is this the time to cry,
When I know its time to fly.
As I know I'm alive,
I know that I'll die.
I choose to know,
And try.
In the end, I will die.

Now where do we go,
From the sorrows inside.

We choose to wait,
As the shadows divide.

Hoping and praying,
In the end we wont cry.

But the end will always,
Show our best side.

Is this the time to cry,
When I know its time to fly.
As I know I'm alive,
I know that I'll die.
I choose to know,
And try.
In the end, I will die.

Its a memory,
Thats left behind.
An image,
Lost, deep in time.
An elegy,
That will help us remind,
That in the end,
We will be joined.

Is this the time to cry,
When I know its time to fly.
As I know I'm alive,
I know that I'll die.
I choose to know,
And try.
In the end, I will die.




P.S.> A wise man once said, Death is not the end, it but the beginning of a new adventure. I for one choose not to fear death, but welcome it should at arrive it my doorstep anytime. We cannot choose when we live or die, but only that we accept it. And that, is what I try.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Worlds Apart.

We try and fail,
To be together.

But everytime,
Its a new story to tell.

We're not the same,
We're hardly similar.

I tried and I'm tired,
Of falling so hard.

I could try,
But I would never know,
I fail to see,
What's in your heart.
You and me,
Are so alike,
But we're more than different,
We're Worlds apart.

More than once,
I tried to make it work.

I hoped to win again,
To bend the world.

But now its true,
And I can see,

That what I want from you,
It could never be.

I could try,
But I would never know,
I fail to see,
What's in your heart.
You and me,
Are so alike,
But we're more than different,
We're Worlds apart.

So I'm giving up,
And I'm falling down.
I'm gonnna change my heart.
Maybe this time,
Oh, Maybe this time,
I won't try so hard.




(This song goes to her. It goes to you. And it goes to keep me from making the same mistakes all over again.)

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

You Decide.

I was wandering alone,
Looking out for you.

Letting myself go,
As I search for you.

Someday I'll finally find,
For what I'm searching.

All my answers,
All the order in my mind.

Am I the only one,
With all the answers,
Or could I maybe,
Be wrong.
Are you the only one,
For me, my answer,
Why don't I let,
You decide.

Looking back upon,
When days were younger.

And people seemed to,
Like me more.

Waiting for that time,
When we will be stronger.

When you will finally know,
That I'm the one for you.

Am I the only one,
With all the answers,
Or could I maybe,
Be wrong.
Are you the only one,
For me, my answer,
Why don't I let,
You decide.

How I wish,
You could see,
The possibility,
Of you and me.
You could stop being blind,
And take me, as me.

Am I the only one,
With all the answers,
Or could I maybe,
Be wrong.
Are you the only one,
For me, my answer,
Why don't I let,
You decide.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Everything fades away.

How do we all lose,
When did we choose.

All the things we say,
All the dreams gone astray.

Is everyday just a game,
Is what we seek just fame.

For there is a truth in these lies,
It is all shown, as time flies.

Everything fades away,
At the shifting of the sands.
My love I'm sorry,
For all this pain don't worry.
Everything fades away.

I used to have some focus,
I used to know what I needed.

I used to have a voice,
Now its no longer heeded.

And I, think about the pain,
Still thinking, what did we gain.

For there is a truth in these lies,
It is all shown, as time flies.

Everything fades away,
At the shifting of the sands.
My love I'm sorry,
For all this pain don't worry.
Everything fades away.

Sometimes I think I'm happy here,
Sometimes I think its just the fear.
Of reaching into the unknown,
Its the fear of just being gone.

Everything fades away,
At the shifting of the sands.
My love I'm sorry,
For all this pain don't worry.
Everything fades away.


Sunday, January 11, 2009

Too much, Too young, Too fast.

Living life,
Like its just one day.

Trying to find,
Or we just make our way.

Let us loose,
Upon this world.

The greatest ones,
Who you've never heard.

Too much, too young, too fast,
We were living large,
We had a blast.
Too much, too young, too fast,
We should've known,
It would never last.

Taking this life,
Into our own hands.

Bringing it down,
And no one else can stand.

Getting rich,
And dying young.

Who gives a fuck,
Coz we're having fun.

Too much, too young, too fast,
We were living large,
We had a blast.
Too much, too young, too fast,
We should've known,
It would never last.

We're living it up,
Living it large,
Living too much,
How could it last.

Too much, too young, too fast,
We were living large,
We had a blast.
Too much, too young, too fast,
We should've known,
It would never last.


P.S.> A happy song, A rare song, A heavy song. Live it up like a rock god and don't care what comes next.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Learn to fall.

Holding my patience,
Waiting in the rain.

Searching for my train,
Of thought. 

Looking around for,
A lost time in vain.

Coz yesterday didn't plie,
On this track.


Painful as torture,
The past.
Shows me my future,
At last.
Lighting my fortunes,
My fortunes, yeah.

If you're searching for your soul,
You'll have to learn to fall.
If time will lift you up,
You can stand above them all.
So just try and learn to fall.

Losing my reason,
Yet I'm gonna stay.

Till I find a solution,
To my problems.

So ignorant of me,
To concentrate,
On the question.

So much that I miss,
The answer thats in my face.


Painful as torture,
The past.
Shows me my future,
At last.
Lighting my fortunes,
My fortunes, yeah.

If you're searching for your soul,
You'll have to learn to fall.
If time will lift you up,
You can stand above them all.
So just try and learn to fall.