A Losing Fight / The Inner Evil.

They all say there's good in me,
Its the demons inside they fail to see.

I'm afraid they'll all get out,
But its all the things I cant live without.

Someday they'll all be free,
I don't know then, what will be left of me.

I mere shadow a living shell,
I drown slowly in my inner hell.

So as I'm dying alone,
I keep you safe from the inner me,
As I hang on they have grown,
Someday the demons is all you'll see.

I keep losing this inner fight,
I stand tall as I cower in fright.

They tell me that I'm winning,
But all I wanna do is keep running.

The inner fight is what I cant escape,
What is now broken I cannot remake.

Everything fades, I'm down on my knee,
The inner evil is finally free.

So as I'm dying alone,
I keep you safe from the inner me,
As I hang on they have grown,
Someday the demons is all you'll see.

I keep hoping that you stand by side,
I just wait for the turning of the tide.

I hope and pray that I may be wrong,
But they've been in me all along.

So as I'm dying alone,
I keep you safe from the inner me,
As I hang on they have grown,
Someday the demons is all you'll see.



I'm currently unable to convincingly name this song. I hold it very close to my heart since at a number of levels it explains the manifestation of my greatest fears. This song is essentially an explanation of my state of mind, my inner psychosis.

If anyone can help me name this, I'm open to suggestions.


P.S.> This song marks a landmark 10th original song written by me. Now if only someone would help me make these into proper music, then I can proudly say I have enough songs for a decent length album.

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